long long day

[harvestangel99]

I'm tired but I feel like a need to write SOMETHING or i dunno. Today was such a long tiring day. I went to the funeral of someone I cared about and loved very much, though someone I hadn't spoken to for several years due to a choice I made, which at the time it felt like the only thing I could do. However now being older and wiser I realize that there were a lot of things I could have done differently and now I have to come to terms with the fact I missed out on years I could have spent with him if only I had been less childish. The thought makes my head hurt so I need to go and think about something else before my brain explodes